30 June, Egyptian Revolutions.

seriously dude? seriously.

Morsi doesn't represent your Islam?
What kind of 'your Islam' do you mean by that?
Liberal?
Look who's talking now. sigh.

You ask for justice. You ask for a developed country. you ask for peace.
Look, who organized so many series of demonstrations since Morsi became the new president?
Give him space to do his job. His REAL JOB, to manage the country.
kalau kerja nak menenangkan rakyat yang tak tahu erti kesabaran ni, macam mana nak focus on pembangunan?

Time and energy spent to manage the people's anger and impatient could be used to heal the country.
You can't expect him to change this country in a year.
Rome wasn't built in a day.
Even Dr Mahathir took so many years to develop Malaysia to this level.

To change a country, the role of the leaders is important. But the people hold so much more responsibility for it success.

simple example, if you want a clean country, authority can make hundred of campaigns and put thousand of dustbins out there but you have to stop throwing empty Pepsi cans or Chipsy wraps on the streets. YOU, the people.

If you want a corruption-free country, you have to stop lying on streets for an extra five pound for a taxi ride.

Egyptian people, please change. Not the president bas, YOU!
AND BE PATIENT !
Demonstration won't solve the problem. Use the POWER OF PEOPLE WISELY. Use the power correctly. Use your energy to contribute to your country, not shouting on streets.
Give your support. Your Baba Morsi needs support.

p/s: i am soooo frustrated with Egyptian people's attitude.

The battle inside.

Betul,

Kadang kala aku harap kau masih disisi disaat genting sukar

Di waktu hati gundah gulana

Aku harap kau masih setia di situ menyapu air mata

Masih setia di situ dengan kata 'tak mengapa. Aku ada. '

Betul, aku harap begitu.

Tapi aku lebih yakin, faktanya bukan itu yang aku perlu.

Bukan tangan kau yang aku perlu untuk menyeka air mata.

Aku yang perlu henti.

Bukan kau yang aku perlu untuk kuat.

Aku yang aku perlu.

Tuhan yang aku perlu.

Sabar.Percaya.

Itu yang aku perlu.

on repeat dude. on repeat.

ni dah macam tahap obsess.
berebut lah korang izzue islam tu.
encikmimpi bagi hana. weee

tired mind.

Assalamualaikum to sesiapa yang boleh baca.
hihi

Hana menulis dalam keadaan mata bengkak sebelah, air hidung meleleh macam paip bocor.
Bila musim periksa, demam adalah benda paling tak best sekali.
Nak study pun tak boleh. eceh macam lah kalau tak demam study hard sangat kan.


It has been a very crazy semester this semester and the last one too. Taking 9 subjects in one semester is not easyyy I tell youu. Last semester when we started our preclinical subjects, we all went crazy. Some of my colleagues started to doubt their choice of being a dentist. For me, even though I enjoyed the sessions, but it was toughh and tiring I must sayy

This semester, I started my new semester at my new house in Azarita. I love my housemates now and miss my ex-housemates so much.Tapi most of the time Hana still use the word 'housemate' bila bercakap pasal diorang. Duduk hampir dua tahun sama sama.. still rasa macam housemate walaupun dah tak satu rumah :)

Classes, lagi gila dari semester lepas. Clinical dah. Dapat siapkan my first denture for my first edentulous patient. (weee~) Ini sumpah mencabar tahap apa. Memerlukan tahap kesabaran yang tinggi. For operative, I think everyone enjoy the clinics. It was wayy easier to do cavity preparation inside patient's mouth and less stressful.yang stressnye nak cari patient. Itu boleh bikin gua nangis woo. Other subjects, tak payah cakap lah. penat penat.

Dulu harapannya, tak apa. biar jadual pack sekarang nanti tak sangat dah. ala ala susah dulu senang kemuadian kononnya. tapi nampak gaya nya, semakin berat adalah. semester depan 11 subjects. hmm. seriously kena prepare mental dan fizikal.

Final exam 6th semester.(7 actually termasuk summer)
5 down. 4 to go.
arah tuju selepas itu belum diketahui.
doakan yang terbaik walau yang kemana pun hala tuju itu.

belajar selagi mampu. penat rehat.
mengantuk tidur. jangan seksa diri.
belajar untuk faham. bukan periksa semata.
dapat cemerlang, Alhamdulillah.
sekadar cukup makan, Alhamdulillah juga.

Rabbuna Yussahil.

Just so you know, i'm doing fine. Ada masa terhanyut lagi but i'm starting to learn to swim to the surface faster day by day.

Because day by day, i started to believe more and more that its not worth it to keep drowning because of someone who doesn't think that you worth something for them.

'Fresh start' for the 100th times?

Assalamualaikum.

So how should I begin this?

a. err.

Okay, straight to the main point.

the main point is, lately I've been reading my friends' blogs and others too..
Sooo.. hana tengok how positive their writings are, sangat memberi motivasi, dan inspirasi.
Jadi dengan ini, hana berazam untuk menghentikan penulisan meluahkan perasaan yang tidak bermanfaat dan menyeksakan jiwa dan beralih untuk menulis sesuatu yang lebih bermanfaat ataupun sekurang kurangnya, positif lah.
sebenarnya blog ni hanyalah tempat untuk meluahkan perasaan.hana sedar betapa buruknya tulisan hana so nak menulis dalam diari memang dah naahh la. lagi pun, sekarangkan zaman teknologi brader. Nak cakapnya disini, bila blog dijadikan tempat untuk meluahkan perasaan, kebanyakkannya adalah perasaan yang tak berapa seronok lah.
So maybe lepas ni, kena ubah objektif menulis blog kot. bukan setakat nak meluahkan perasaan, tapi lebih kepada perkongsian agar kita tak terlalu leka dibuai perasaan sendiri, dan mungkin lebih bermanfaat untuk orang lain?



p/s: blog masih private. few posts dah revert to draft. and the others, i'm planning to let them be. bukan nak membuka pekung di dada. tapi sebagai peringatan kepada diri, bahawa i used to be that person, so that i won't forget, seterusnya menjadi peringatan supaya tak jadi macam manusia yang sebegitu.