If I can turn back time, I would choose something else.
Something that I love so much that wouldn't make me feel like i'm working.

If only I wasn't following the stereotype thinking of human that only certain proffesions in this world are absolutely higher in standard, thus make you more successful compared to others.
If only anyone at that time told me to choose whatever that make me a happier person.

Wait. Don't get me wrong.
It's not that I hate my job or I regret anything.
Somehow along the journey I did learnt to love dentistry.
I love beautiful things and dentistry is beautiful.

But I just hate when people start to double standard me.
Double standard doesn't just apply when people degrade you.
It is when you were made to feel bad about what you are.

'Kau doctor, high standard. Aku kerja biasa je'

Why people have to double standards?
Why can't  professions other than doctors, lawyer, engineer, pilot and ..(fill in the blank).. get the same acknowledgement and respect?
They're not the only happy human in this world.

Is money really is everything?
'Money can't buy happiness but money can buy things that make you happy'
'Life is not about money, but to live you need money'
I do aware of above phrases.

But! But..what is more important than being happy, blessed, peaceful and content with your life? Surely, trying to reach other person's standard is not.

They said you must have very good reasons if you want to get married.


Majorly, mine is to get the hell out of this house.

And that is definitely not a good one.