the greatest gift.

I guess it is true that people always said, you'll find peace when you forgive, when you let go, when you leave the rest for Allah to settle.

Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah.

Hidup dua tahun ni macam naik roller coaster.
Roller coaster of emotions.
Minggu ni macam klimaks, where everything suddenly bammm on my face, unexpected things happens.

But yeah. when you starts to understand what is real, what is not, and how to deal with it, InsyaAllah then pain wouldn't stay for long.

Untuk healing kena buang pus.
No healing can occur in the presence of pus.
And before a wound can completely heal, there's phase of inflammation.
Step by step, the wound start to heal, with or without scar.

i would like to have scar for this heartache. So that I will always be reminded of His mercy and guidance.
This scar that i call, beauty scar :)


SubhanaAllah. this feeling can not be expressed in words.
Allah tunjuk yang dunia ni tak selalunya kita kat bawah.
Thank you Allah for giving me this peace of mind.
Semoga aku tak akan pernah lupa nikmatnya merasa manisnya kasih sayang Pencipta lepas merasa pahitnya kasih manusia.
Doa kan yang terbaik, untuk semua urusan, untuk semua makhluk


tanah Saudi, wait for me :)