I'm smiling. And laughing.

Out loud. 

Like i never did before.

Of course i used to laugh louder, smile wider.

Then somehow i stopped. 

For quite sometime.

Hoping to get the smile and laugh back, someday.

But then i realize, 

What if that someday is today?

The day that i decided to be free from any false hope, and redah whatever came across me now with joy. And believe in my heart, that is the best for me.

The day that i decided to appreciate what i have now, instead of wanting something i didn't even know if i really own it before or ever will.

The day i stop chasing, but walk slowly and enjoy the moment instead.

The day that i decided not to be selfish. To give, without expecting the gain. 

• Thank you, kawan. Kau buat aku sedar 'dari jauh' tu lagi bermakna dan tak mengewakan :] 

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