Today marks the end of the first half of 2018.
I must say it has been the most challenging, difficult and full of emotions 6 months in my life. So far.

I've lost, I've gained.
It was the transition period in many aspect.
Bare with me, its going to be a long post so you just might want to scroll directly to the next picture on your feed 😅


As I am now in Dental Promotional Team, which means very minimal clinical works for me to do at the clinic. So even doing a simple treatment as scaling and extraction brings me the excitement.

But looking at the bright sight, I took it as a challenge to step out of my comfort zone.
I gained more confidence to have audience to my talks, took up little bit more responsibilities in the clinic than last year. I still have a lot more to learn, still trying to cope up. I've enrolled myself into courses to develop my clinical skills and they worth every penny that I spent on it. True when they say, invest your money on knowledge. They worth more than gold.


I was at my worst time of my life throughout this period, before Allah sent me such a beautiful reminder that..

"For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.
Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease."
- Al-Inshirah

I'm thankful to God that he keeps reminding me of His mercy, that I have not lose myself this time around. I hold into my stand firmly, I valued myself more than anything else. I finally found me back. The one that I've lost, long time ago. I managed to put myself first. And being seketul Hana, that is the most difficult part to do. To act, without thinking about what would others think or feel 😅.

I'm forever grateful to have very supportive and positive people around me, family and friends who listens, supporting me with no judgement and helped me.


And after all the challenges we've faced together, family and friends, makes our bond closer, turn us into a stronger person.

Finally, it is always easier to be said than done. But of the things we want the most, of the things we think the best for us, Allah knows better.
Knowing that make it easier to feel redha whenever our plans are not tally with Allah's.
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All the best for all of us. May we find the strength to face our battles and challenges in the remaining months of 2018. ❤️